I got a job!
Basically everything good has been happening during the same week. At this rate, maybe I’ll have a boyfriend by Saturday!
warpfactorawesome asked: Curiosity is getting the better of me. What does Prolanbrothu mean?
Go to the first post on my tumblr, and you’ll see. :) Go ahead, I’ll wait for you to come back.
Found a new place for the summer! Yay! :D
Being kicked out of my summer place
And I need to find a new place by Thursday… please pray for me guys… I’m sure things will work out, but I’m obviously stressed about this. I’ve never been in a situation quite like this before. Doing my best though.
awesome.
I’m going to repeatedly reblog this.
So much hope.
This gave me chills.
Smiles all around.
<3 Lovely person~
This is fantastic.
(Source: bitchsuckmy12inch, via chroniclingmontax)
Unpopular Opinion
I’m kinda sick of seeing Calvinist/Reformed things on my dash.
I find it funny that this is an “unpopular opinion”, because, seriously, what percentage of Tumblr even has Calvinist/Reformed things on their dash to begin with? Kind of unpopular by default, right?
(via sketchmedesire)
Nick Noonan from Karmin is so beautiful and talented.
Dear God, please take note. I don’t know what mold in your people-making factory you used to make him, but it’s a very good one. Could you make a gay version in a similar style for me? But if you want to make something else, that’s okay, I trust your judgment. Love you!
-Bryan
My dad sent me another message on Facebook.
I want to cry. He’s so incredibly offensive, but he doesn’t know how offensive and hurtful he is. It’s not so much what he says, but the fact that I’ve told him not to talk to me about certain things, but he keeps doing it and keeps picking at me about my orientation. The way he talks is “loving”, but the fact that he does this at all is not. He has also never apologized for past statements he’s done. Let’s list off a few?
-Told me to my face he doesn’t have to listen to anything I say
-Called my future wedding a “celebration of sin”
-Wouldn’t visit colleges with me unless I agreed to go to therapy
-Instituted a random check-up system at home, so that I was in constant fear of being called into my parents’ room
And then I tell him about these things, and he had the gall to tell me it was Satan who wants me to feel like my parents mistreated me.
I don’t know what to do with them, I really don’t.
What do I do now, God?
I need to learn how to love God again. By that, I mean I need to learn how to actually care about Him. I feel like I’ve become very numb and I’m going through motions. I’m struggling with doubts and rationalization.
How do you start over when you feel like your heart has shut down? I feel so alone in this.
Today I volunteered at a trans/gender queer foodbank that our church runs. It’s open to all, but it’s supposed to be a safe space for LGBT people especially. It was an interesting experience and a diversity of people came through.
The biggest thing that I realized (and have been struggling with for a long time) is that judging other people takes SO MUCH MENTAL ENERGY. I truly believe I would be so much happier and healthier if I never judged at all. I need God to break that part of me that judges.
